alone
by jude nagurney camwell
a pebble in my shoe has made
it hard to keep on going
long day's heat reminds me
of each needed breath i'm towing
clothing snatched up just before
my leaving has become oppression
like autumn drop them without caring
where they land, glad lost possession
with firesound this body shakes
spasm scream conditioned reflexion
my own reflection could disappear, next
crack of mirrorlight inspection
a neighbor's dreadful season's
come, his eyes by now have seen
too much of this nomadic
form, survivalism mean
soldiers beg us "move keep moving"
blasting sun brings whitewash blessed
too quaked by qualm and quiver
to remember all the rest
evening camp is built i lie
upon the rockhewn sacred ground
it's then one sees the span of sky
in darkness starry 'round
the haunting stalks me when i stop
to take this nightly rest
it's then i see my hasan as
the heart beats out my breast
a rock is thrown he comes too close
a shot wends from above
my rose hasan oh my hasan
was all save God i knew of love
i long to join this desert
unknown open empty bare
and wish for all who'd tread on me
to weep for this night's suffering there
photo credit: mapw